Issue 14
Saved & Shady: It's Not Giving Proverbs 31
Church should be safe. Church should be love.
But sometimes it's a battlefield.
And if you've spent any time in ministry, you already know — some saints speak in tongues on Sunday and throw shade by Tuesday.
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Why This Happens in Ministry Spaces
Gifted people can still be petty. Anointed people can still be territorial. And competitive energy in ministry is more common than anyone wants to admit out loud.
When that energy goes unaddressed, it doesn't just create awkward moments. It creates environments where people question their calling, shrink their gifts, and pull back from spaces God told them to occupy.
Proverbs 16:28 says a perverse person spreads strife and gossip separates close friends. That's not just a relationship warning. It's a ministry warning.
Here's what toxic behavior actually looks like in church spaces:
Shade that gets spiritualized so it sounds like discernment
Exclusion that gets framed as "protecting the vision"
Competition disguised as concern
Gossip that travels through prayer requests
If you've experienced any of that, you're not imagining it and you're not alone.
How to Spot It Before It Costs You
The most dangerous version of shady behavior in ministry is the subtle kind.
It doesn't announce itself. It shows up as a tone. A pattern. A weird tension nobody addresses directly.
Ask yourself:
Is there someone in your ministry space whose behavior consistently costs you peace?
Have you been shrinking to avoid conflict with someone who should be a colleague?
Are you confusing keeping the peace with tolerating something that's actually harming you?
Spotting it early matters because unchecked dynamics don't stay small.
How to Navigate It Without Losing Yourself
Romans 12:17-21 gives a clear framework. Don't repay evil for evil. As much as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. And let God handle what belongs to Him.
That's not a weakness. That's wisdom with a long view.
Practically, here's what that looks like:
Respond from your values, not your emotions. Matching energy will pull you out of character.
Build boundaries that protect your peace without creating unnecessary division
Separate people's opinions from God's assignment. Those are two completely different things.
Stay in prayer about relationships that feel off. Discernment protects you before drama fully surfaces.
Find one or two women in ministry you can be fully honest with. Isolation makes everything worse.
What Faith Over Feelings Looks Like Here
It looks like staying kind when kindness isn't being returned.
It looks like showing up to your assignment even when the room feels hostile.
It looks like not letting church politics steer your purpose.
You don't have to match the energy in the room. You can shift it. But only if you stay rooted in what God told you and refuse to let the behavior of others become your distraction.
God didn't call you to survive church politics. He called you to do a purpose.
Stay focused. Stay clean-hearted. Stay in alignment.
And if it's not giving Proverbs 31 — don't let it pull you out of character.
Talk soon,
Lady J
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